

Diary Of A Madman Part VLook at me! Seemingly so apathetic in my own existence and things considered to be greatly important to others. When was the last time I did my homework? OR actually talked to my family for more than five minutes? Or just hung out with my friends outside of school? I have destroyed my own life.Diary Of A Madman Part V
My existence is devoted to helping. I once fell all the way to the bottom and thought the only way to escape was the rather terminal route; foolish me. Needless to say I escaped my personal hell, but I vowed to do everything in my power to make everyone else happy


Diary Of A Madman Part IVEven inside my mind there is territory with well guarded borders which even I am not allowed to cross. Only scant glimpses inside reveal it's contents to me and they are mere fragments and never the whole picture. Many have memories surrounded by fences, but few I think have one with an armed guard on patrol at all times. But this is not what I speak of now. Now it is time to touch on the dreamworld.Diary Of A Madman Part IV
From birth until the summer I was 14, my world was one of fantasies and pretty pastel colors. Pain was an irregularity in my dreamworld, and I could not think for myself. &n


Diary of a Madman Part IIILove is a word people have forgotten the meaning of. What is love? Affection? Lust? Toleration, for some future personal gain? To me it is so much more.Diary of a Madman Part III
I love all of my friends. Yes, I love them. Even those I've lost touch with or who have forgotten me. It is possible to love them. Others may claim that they do when they really don't and if they do then let them be damned. I'm not saying all of them do, it's just very rare, considering how rarely love is the true reason for intimate relationships even. I love
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Deny the existence of reality~
~after a year in therapy my psychiatrist told me, "Maybe life isnt for everybody."~~
Jk, thanks!
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"I saw Cinderella in a party dress, but she was looking for a nightgown,
I saw the devil wrapping up his hands, he's gettin' ready for the showdown,
I saw the minute that I turned away,
I got my money on a pawn tonight..."
*cries in corner*
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Deny the existence of reality~
~after a year in therapy my psychiatrist told me, "Maybe life isnt for everybody."~~
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